2026-07-17

It’s been quite a while since I’ve done an daily update. It’s been 8 days. Since 8 days ago I’ve done a little bit of work for the [[Org Material and Process Simulation Centre]] at Caltech. I defined a system-of-interest, BiVO_{4}, then today I started running some proof-of-concept experiments for converging the width of the slab, and tomorrow I want to run some for getting the Hubbard corrections. {{REDACTED}} Tomorrow I will go on a bike ride. I want to go into the forest and photograph some geese. I also have to {{REDACTED}}. ...

Reflections on "250 YEARS: The United States – from independence to empire"

Seems quite crudely derogatory towards the U.S. and contradicts many of my priors. They argue that the reason for the revolution was primarily economic freedom from Britain’s meddling and not for democracy, backing this up with examples of many seemingly undemocratic parts of the government (supreme court, electoral college, etc.). They also argue that it was primarily a war waged by the wealthy for which the poor were used as weapons. ...

2026-07-09 Retrospective

Today I woke up quite late, around 11.00 EDT, because yesterday I slept relatively late (~03.00 EDT). I scrolled (x, email, whatsapp, reddit, etc.) for a few hours, until ~18.00 EDT, until I joined a coworking call with {{REDACTED}} and {{REDACTED}}. I created a plan with claude on how I’m going to review Ch121a-DFT, and then did some review. I learned that: the energy of a substance can be (lossily) modelled as a function of all of the positions of all of the nuclei within that substance, density functional theory is a tool for finding the function that gives the energy, geometry optimization is finding the positions of the nuclei (R) that minimizes the energy, i.e. finds the stable state, $$F_i = - \frac{\partial E}{\partial R_i}$$ Where $F_i$ is the force on the i-th nucleus. It’s negative because we’re minimizing the energy. In general, within an atom or molecule, the force of gravity is negligible w.r.t. to the force between electrons. Electrons are harder to model. Let’s assume a toy system, where there are three dimension x, y, and z, and 10 points on each axis. Now, let there be 60 electrons. For 10 points on each axis and three dimensions, that means that there are a total of $10^3 = 1000$ possible points. Then, we have to compute the amplitude of each electron at each point, which is $1000^{60}$ possible configurations!! Naively one would think that we can represent this as just 1000 different wave functions, but sadly we cannot, because the amplitudes of electrons are correlated. This is very bad, because even for this relatively simple system it’s intractable to store. Now, the solution here is to commoditize (non-technical language) the electrons: instead of computing the chance of finding each electron at each point, we compute the chance of finding an electron at each point (density). It should be noted that the chance of finding an electron at a point can be greater than 1, because we can have multiple electrons on a points (subject to the Pauli exclusion princple etc. etc.). The storage scales constantly w.r.t. the electron count, only scaling as we add more points per axis, which one can intuit as being because we just give a point in our space (e.g. $[-2, 1, 3]$), and then our magical functional gives us the density at that point. This is good and tractable! Now, finally, what you’ve all been waiting for, the energy as a functional of the electron density (Kohn-Sham decomposition): $$E[n] = T_{s[n]} + E_{ext[n]} + E_{H[n]} + E_{xc[n]}$$ Where $T_{s}$ is the kinetic energy of a fictitious system with our same densities, $E_{ext[n]}$ is the external potential energy, $E_{H[n]}$ is the self-repulsion of the charge cloud, and $E_{xc[n]}$ is the exchange-correlation, aka everything not covered in the other terms, and with no known exact form. After this I goofed around a bit with PySCF, scrolled some twitter, ate a turkey sandwich, went on a run for under 2 minutes, then wrote this up. ...

2026-07-08 Retrospective

{{REDACTED}} Today I woke up, I took shower and whatnot, ate breakfast, scrolled X, left the house around 09.40, arrived at the gym, worked out, left around 11.20, biked down to a tim hortons. Yesterday I posted an unredacted version of my daily update by accident, so I had to scrape the github history clean and then “I”(claude) implemented a system so that all of my posts are screened by DeepSeek before being posted. Basically the way these work is that in Obsidian I write an unredacted version as an obsidian daily note, then I create a new page in obsidian in my blogs folder and redact it. That’s the way it should work ideally, but in practice what happens is that I remember something while redacting stuff, add it to the redacted version, then have to add it back to the unredacted version, and then sometimes I get mixed up and copy the wrong version. That’s sort of a tangent. So after that I biked to a park, took a few photos of some geese, and then biked home. After that I played D&D with my friends for a few hours. I’m going to do it in-person with {{REDACTED}} next week. After that I scrolled X for a bit, ran about 2 kilommetres, came home, read [[Reading Better Never to Have Been]], had dinner, wrote a blog post about it, scrolled X, messed around with an experiment on concept layers for pseudocode (inspired by http://arxiv.org/abs/2512.19980), and then wrote this. It’s approximately 2 am EDT. ...

2026-07-08 Goose Photography

This is a blog-ified version of this X thread: https://x.com/amitavkrshna/status/2074987857446318454 1/9 This was a bad photo, the geese are restricted to the upper left corner 2/9 Another mediocre photograph, though now there’s a single brave goose venturing into the top centre box 3/9 I like this one a little bit more, but the geese aren’t looking anywhere in particular which makes it less dramatic 4/9 I like this photograph quite a bit, they’re looking at an elderly fellow who was sitting on a bench out of frame 5/9 This photograph does a poor job of highlighting the geese in my opinion, although I like the prominent traingles and the slight surrealism of the island between the water bodies making it look like one body of water is above the other 6/9 This will be great when cropped a little bit (see 10/9) 7/9 This photo probably did not need to be taken, pretty much the same as 6 8/9 This one is a little bit better than mediocre, but still doesn’t focus enough on anything in particular, feels a bit distracted 9/9 This one will be pretty good after cropping out the bottom goose (see 11/9) 10/9 I really like this one, apart from the low-resolution 11/9 6/10, needs to be straightened ...

Reflections on the Preface and Introduction to "Better Never to Have Been" by David Benatar

Preface Relatively unremarkable, the only notable thing is that he seemed quite pessimistic about the expected impact of his work, though I suppose pessimism is what I would expect. The preceding sentence was not intended to be derogatory. Introduction Ibid means that the same source cited. He refutes the idea that this conclusion that it is good to not exist is absurd. That conclusion is absurd, because one can do no good for one that does not exist, because definitionally nothing can be done to them. He refutes this by inverting this, and arguing that existing is bad for those existing. I think that this is an as-of-yet unproven assertion that existence is bad for those existing, but I do accept the idea that existencecan be bad for those existing. He asserts that life is ultimately pointless. He argues that pro-natal views are inherently advantaged, which I accept given that I accept that a child is inherently more likely to choose views agreeing with their parents than against them. He speaks a little of social pressures, but that’s mostly uninteresting to me, apart from this quote: ...

This is a test of my pre-screening by DeepSeek for each post.

Hello! I’ve implemented a pre-screening on all of my posts by DeepSeek to screen for any information that’s private or personal or would otherwise be regrettable to put out to the public.

2026-07-07 Retrospective

Today was a 5/10 day. I woke up and didn’t do a lot. I started scrolling X at 07.50 EDT. I tried to fix my backpack, got frustrated, scrolled X for a few hours, joined a call with {{REDACTED}}, fixed my mouse, scrolled more X, joined call with {{REDACTED}}, did some religion assignments and did {{REDACTED}} then scrolled more X + {{REDACTED}}, {{REDACTED}} came home, I had dinner + watched like 10 minutes of a talk on density functional theory, {{REDACTED}}, went on a run, and then started writing this. ...

2026-06-27 Retrospective

{{REDACTED}} Meta: It’s late as I’m writing this and there’s a lot of personal stuff interspersed throughout my journal, so I’ve decided to redact it all.

2026-06-23 Retrospective

I am tired! I have not been posting for the last week, as I had procrastinated on many assignments and the end of the semester had been coming up. I had my math exam on Monday, and I believe I performed well. I have a history exam tomorrow, and I stayed up late tonight to study. I have had a problem with excessive amounts of X and {{REDACTED FOR CAREERIST REASONS}} and whatnot for the past few days. I read an article on lesswrong today about procrastination that I thought was interesting. I’ll leave the details to the article, but the takeaways are that the easiest actions I can take to reduce procrastination are to reduce the delay between doing the good action and getting a reward, increase the expectation of getting a good result from the good action, and increase the value of the good result. I feel as though there are nuances to accomplishing that, but I am tired, so I will end this entry here. {{REDACTED FOR CAREERIST REASONS}}. I also met with [[person_simon_bergeron]]. Tomorrow I wish also to work out. Finally, I wish to enable LaTeX embedding into my website. ...